`The Upward Turn` ![Untitled.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmakyQHKrPLFzEZ3N3BdXZpMcpURbb7vDE65Ub1JKxSRS5/Untitled.png) so eager to fall in love, a meager built sweet dove. I have an intriguer and a shove. clearly, bigger is plot above. Bigger are things beyond, the cyclone of chemicals. Irrational! reasons terrible. first learn the game, hysterical. Stationed in my armchair. Deciding for what is fair. I wonder what I'll feed the monsters of mental lair. They shall bite, it's their right I shall fight, alone, dim in night. living or dead? hugging pillow tight. The lesser of evils, better of my plights. # I'm Fighting I can see through you joker of your crew you have no clue what did I threw all for grabs these scars are my favs come piss on them. I miss you so won't let you know I let you go It's all for show. Come watch me throw my arms in air how I despair Back then where Could've smiled and shared I bear it all I fear the call asks so much more but that was before Now I am new Nothing left to sew I hope ![mosquito.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSSzuAD2TnnEn3tBs8SaQ3yJjJY1EVWmjpLGM3mLAyMpB/mosquito.png) This is my day 85 entry of the 100 days of poetry by @d-pend from [SteemitSchool.](https://discordapp.com/channels/415608386990768149/421387948903235585) If you like what I'm doing here, help me out to get me some visibility and add me to your steemvoter or bring me a @curie vote like @rasamuel did which @f3nix thought I deserved and supported me through frustration. It's been more than four month of this. goddamnit.