I miss you so much Mom I love you so much.

With every breath, in every lonely moment only one face comes to mind Mom Today it seems as if your memory has suddenly awakened from the corner of my heart Mom I remember those days of childhood when you accepted all the troubles of the world for me with a smile I didn't understand it then but today this distance this loneliness makes me understand your love is incomparable Mom you were my first shelter first teacher first friend When I was young I was afraid then all my fears would disappear as soon as I put my head in your lap The cooking from your hands the stories you told the compassion of your love all are now just memories All the times I didn't listen to you I was angry now when I think about it my eyes get wet Oh If only I could have those days back!

When you were sick and lying in bed you hid your pain to keep a smile on my face I couldn't understand then how much pain you were in Today I understand mother that your love was selfless constant and silent You didn't want any reward you just wanted me to become a good person as a child When I stumble on the path of life it seems that everything would have been easier if you were by my side All I needed was your loving voice a brave touch Now I understand that the pain of losing a mother is not just emptiness it is an invisible pain that silently gnaws at me every day Mother do you ever come to my dreams As if to say I am always with you When that dream is broken my heart becomes heavy Mother you know Even now when something good happens I feel like telling you When something bad happens I want to lay my head in your lap and cry.

The little advice you gave me Honesty is the greatest virtue or Learn to love people these words give me the strength to drive my life today Without you your teachings your love always show me the way I know many times I was busy far away, unable to find you Maybe I hurt you with words more than once But you never took offense you just said May you be well that is my peace Those words bring tears to my eyes today Today through this writing I want to say Mom I love you very much This love cannot be expressed in words Your lack will never be fulfilled but you are in my mind every moment and will be for life.

I don’t know if you can hear me but every day I say to myself Mom I miss you a lot You are the light of my heart you are my courage you are my world Wherever you are Mom stay in peace I will try to follow the path you taught me, to be a good person Tears still come to my eyes for you Mom Yet those tears are a symbol of my love As long as I live I will love you with every breath every word every imagination.