![image.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZB3E57HozJAPMja99CViHSLuzxypNAiXM6kW4BUhN4NK/image.png) [Source](https://www.google.com/search?q=unique+flower&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwjEs9iegJ_oAhW_ALcAHRfDAzAQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=unique+flower&gs_l=img.3..35i39l2j0l8.4745.4745..5025...0.0..0.180.180.0j1......0....1..gws-wiz-img.cDP4t_CuVCc&ei=6HFvXsSfD7-B3LUPl4aPgAM&tbs=sur%3Afmc&hl=en#imgrc=vKQGajZ54PxtSM) Yes, I am a little bit different. I am particular about who I choose to be as friends. I am specific about what I do. I am not like other people who go with race, no matter right or wrong. I am a little different, and love to do my things, live to abide by my own rules in life, the rules which are correct in my opinion. I don’t just want to be a part of the race who do things for the cause of it, for the sake because others are doing it. No, I don’t want to. I want to live with and do what’s right. I can wait and work hard for things to get better, but I can’t do unjust to get so. I can take disrespect and hate on my face, but I can’t die proving my point to someone who is not willing to take it. I can live all alone but not with fake people. If I choose to be friends with someone, I give my 100% in the relationship. I do my best to maintain the relationship and never use and take advantage of it for my motives. I love to keep it as pure as possible. ![image.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdsL2voG8XNyd28r7HfQB9K92BqaMkZxUqY15VHvLdGZB/image.png) [Source](https://www.google.com/search?q=people+talking+to+each+other&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwi0seW-wavoAhXc7TgGHT-cAAoQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=people+talking+to+eac&gs_l=img.1.0.0l10.11995.16726..18097...3.0..3.411.3085.1j9j3j1j1......0....1..gws-wiz-img.....10..35i362i39j35i39j0i67.MtY7iwlAQeY&ei=8AB2XrT5LNzb4-EPv7iCUA&bih=754&biw=1536&tbs=sur%3Afmc&hl=en#imgrc=YXKu50dRXIXVQM) I admire honesty over meanness. I don’t mind rich, poor, able, unable. Above all, I give importance to goodness and kindness. I don’t believe in bringing others down, people who are a little less or weaker than me. I believe in lifting others, no matter weak or strong. I never want to control others or be in control of someone. I want to live it as it is and make it easy for me and everybody. Yes, I want to live that way, I want to help others, contribute to society, to the nation, to the world, for good, as much as I can. Yes, I want to, anyway I can. I get peace in helping people. I love to encourage those feeling low in life, and people doubting their self-worth. I love to give people all the confidence they need in the world. I love to see people smile and getting a ray of hope in life. I love to see people growing. I love to see people achieving their dreams. I love to see people getting what they want. I even do not have a problem if someone gets ahead of me in life and get more than what I have. Instead, I get happy to know that someone is doing good in life, I dare to appreciate that, to learn from that, to improve myself in areas where I lack. And, even if I am not so happy due to some reasons like I don’t like the other person much or something like that, I don’t plan tricks to worse things for the other person, I distance myself from them. It’s as simple as that. And yes, I am like that, I am a little different, and I am happy with that. I love to stay content, do good, and work hard for more. I love to share with others all that I have in life. I am a powerful believer of good karmas and destiny. I believe in the power which is running the world. I believe in the power of Almighty. I believe in the power of prayers. I believe in surrendering to God when nothing goes right but not in distracting my path from humanity. I love to do it all amidst doing all good in life. ![image.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdojcNeWAnLCusLNaoSBqxhNsqcP16Rouf2BMmzodtKKF/image.png) [Source](https://www.google.com/search?q=pray+to+god&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwiu9s_RwqvoAhU1-TgGHYoHDw4Q2-cCegQIABAA&oq=pray+to+god&gs_l=img.3..35i39j0l9.33267.35346..35474...0.0..1.554.2388.0j6j4-2j1......0....1..gws-wiz-img.......0i67j0i131j0i131i67j0i3.hN_RXhGxQcU&ei=JAJ2Xq7UKLXy4-EPio-8cA&bih=754&biw=1536&tbs=sur%3Afmc&hl=en#imgrc=rwaRTMsdQGa0MM) I know that people in the world look to me as a fool, but I also know that deep down inside, they also know that who I am and are just doing what they are doing to bring me down and ruin my existence on Earth. I know that they are doing what they are doing out of jealousy. I know they are doing what they are doing because of the enviousness of my simplicity. They do not like it much, because they want me to be as they are. I know that. But I don’t mind, fight with them, or am least bothered about answering them, and just going ahead. I don’t easily trust people. I have few friends and only a few people I can trust. From the beginning, I am a nice person. I also made a lot of mistakes in the past. But that was all unintentionally. I was not aware of the truth. I was not aware of the emotional manipulation I was dealing with all over the years for the motives of the other person. And today, when I stand here, aware of the truth, I feel so trapped that I cannot even fight for myself, for what’s right, for my growth, healing, for saving myself. I feel cheated for doing all good throughout life, am getting all the reverse effect of my good karmas, doing good throughout life diminished my identity, my self-worth, was all waste and has left me with nothing in the end. ![image.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmeTEbjdrWGUAbfP1TqUUBL1psBu9GFp1bsrFQqBBicY2J/image.png) [Source](https://www.google.com/search?q=alone+woman&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwjIq4fFw6voAhWv8DgGHWiZAmIQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=alone+woman&gs_l=img.3..0i67j0l2j0i67j0l2j0i67j0l3.6445.9000..9359...2.0..0.234.1971.0j10j2......0....1..gws-wiz-img.....10..35i362i39j35i39j0i131.3yz911hOHmI&ei=FgN2XsjILa_h4-EP6LKKkAY&bih=754&biw=1536&tbs=sur%3Afmc&hl=en#imgrc=KplPhplHlFtpAM) Right now, I cannot even fight to get my life on track. I have to wait for things to get better. I feel stuck between right and wrong. I am unable to understand what’s right, what’s wrong, who’s right, and who’s wrong. I am stuck and have almost lost my mind. I have left things on time and am just following my heart. I know I can’t help right now, but wait and work to make things better. I know I have to deal with it no matter what. I know I have to live with this pain, at least for some time, as the healing process will take time. I know I will get over it all sooner or later, not only for the better but for the best! I know amidst all this chaos, life will take a 180-degree turn for me, and everyone on this Earth will see what does it have to have a good heart in this cruel world, the beauty of it. Everyone on this Earth will see what does it mean to choose love over hate no matter how fucked up the life, the world is and look. Every eye on this Earth will be awestruck and spellbound with what giant returns good deeds bring in along with them. I know every eye on Earth will see to it, but I have to wait for a little more time for that to come. So, I am just waiting for my time and get it all sorted forever. I am just waiting for it, keeping the goodness in me alive and not losing my heart over evil. I am just waiting for it, letting the world misunderstand me and bring me down for the moment. I am just waiting for it distancing myself from all the social life, the people, and the world. ![image.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQWW48tR72ybkHT4rUBuQrU8QUgBNjXRQWKa9wsEitRot/image.png) [Source](https://www.google.com/search?q=alone+woman&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwjq-uaXyKvoAhVU9DgGHTrZCPYQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=alone+woman&gs_l=img.3..35i39j0l9.17606.21810..21958...5.0..0.254.2830.0j7j7......0....1..gws-wiz-img.....10..35i362i39j0i131j0i67.N1gE-8Vq3XU&ei=9gd2XuqnAdTo4-EPurKjsA8&bih=754&biw=1536&tbs=sur%3Afmc&hl=en#imgrc=4BVoCCp7Lw2MaM) I am just waiting for it knowing that it will be all worth it in the end, and I will be able to live a life of freedom, independence, love, laughter, and happily ever after. And I am just waiting for it holding strength to fight it all each day with patience and determination. Yes, I am fighting it all, leaving comfort aside, just willing to take what life is throwing at the moment or will even throw in the future, having the courage to flow with the flow, and leaving it all as it is. I am fighting it all, and I am not quitting the right path, and I am doing it all like this. And I don’t want to in the future also even if when I’ll get it all. I want to live with it till eternity. Yes, I want to do only right in life no matter what, no matter how many back to back tests I have to get through in life. I will do right and be on the path of it even if life never changes for me, and I have to suffer entire life. Yes, I am like that, I am a little different, and I am proud of that. I know that following the right path in life will raise my spiritual side to help me gain more strength to take it all even if I have to till life. I know doing so will bring me forever closer to God, if nowhere else. I know it will get me all, even if I will not get it all. I know. At least, I will have a positive self-image in the eyes of myself as well the world that I dared to choose love over hate no matter what life threw at me each step of it and what all happened throughout. Yes, I live and think that way. I do and make it all that way. I am a little different, and I am proud of that! Yes, I am a little different, and I don’t have a problem with that, and I am proud of that. 😊 ## Hope you all enjoyed the post.. ***Much Love<3<3<3***