Good morning my steem family ,hope you all are doing fine? Welcome to my wall again and I am happy to have you all read my content. I will be sharing with you all what I title "what is life". Yesterday, I thought of my life; I spent time reminiscing of how faithful God is and all he has done.I am not were I'm supposed to be but I thankful for atleast growth and life, you know the saying of "once there is life there is hope".

So , I spent my day thinking and crying of how life has been for me, it has not been smooth, it was filled with so much tears, struggling,prayers Nd challenges and God helping me, I am overcoming.let talk about my reflections.

Firstly, I thought about my marriage, I got married quite very early, I do not know much or little about marriage but I was happy I am getting married anyways.seeing many marriages on the internet and our daily activities crashed , I said to myself...this is 9 years of being married and there was no regret knowing fully well I don't know about marriage bfre getting into it. It's very sad seeing people who were once lover's become enemies and I pray we don't tow that part atall, and I also pray that for all those searching, you will get the right partner 🙏.I'm grateful for a great and supportive partner....e reach to cry.

Secondly; I cried seeing how life has become for me, I remembered days I wanted to give up , drop out from university because life was tough for me but I hold unto God, praying for strength and grace to keep moving....fast forward to know I'm a graduate, not just a graduate but also a certified lawyer. I give all the glory to God.if you are in school and struggling, don't give up, just keep holding on there is light at the end of the turned. It's well.

Third reflection: I thought of how i gave birth and how sometimes I look at my children and be like, God, is it this small me that birth These beautiful children? Father, I'm grateful. I also prayed for those finding it hard to conceive, I know how worrisome it could be but don't worry in no time , the God who did it for me will make it happen for you🙏.

Fourth reflection: Ahh this one really brought tears to my eye's , there were time I had no money to buy bread or even food😩 it was so disturbing , I couldn't afford necessities ,ah God, today I'm not rich but there is improvement atleast I could afford bread and small basic and I pray God open more doors because I have tasted lack and I tell you for free that lack is the senior brother of shege and crime.I pray may God open doors and connect us to people that will help and favour us.

Fifth reflection: This particular one is very emotional to me because I cry daily for this, I'm searching for a job , I have not been working but small small money keep entering my hands. You all would agree with me on how transport here in Abuja are very costly, I have been going to different places to submit my application, no one has reached out but I'm hopeful that one will reach out in no distant time which I would share with my steem family when it happens.please keep me in your prayers because I honestly need a job, whenever I remember I don't have a job it makes my cry and feel so bad and there isn't money for me to start up a lucrative business I have interest for .so, right now I'm trusting God for all these and many more good things of life and I pray for all of you in my position right now, may God answer and wipe your tears.

Last but not the least.....I then asked what is life, I came up with; life is beauty in the things hoped for and prayers answered.if you have all the beautiful things you have prayed for, life will be beautiful for you but if you don't ....reverse is the case.

Before I forget, let me drop my beautiful selfie, because no matter whatever I'm going through I must still snap...lol. ![IMG_20250216_154427_450.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZrGHDhbFtLMnwQPGQnhEnZEwtfpLGqSprJAV4sV1mnjK/IMG_20250216_154427_450.jpg) ^{life is whatever you make out of it} ![IMG_20250208_202110_779.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmP6M9vxyDEfvEGam3YUzFU3ycFWrGRPpeA69NNcHHFS9t/IMG_20250208_202110_779.jpg) ^{my paint}

Thank you my esteemed steemit family for reading and always remember I love you all and together we can make life better and beautiful for all of us ...see you later! Khellas.