![1000007703.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVFjeYZkZda3jyeoReiAfpjSMMn8LwSSWhpTZKr3DNcPd/1000007703.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### Love, love, love,...all we need is love. ![1000007701.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVUvLe6NimDBAvbsy2vuCMfXofBs67GXmDo4An2hi2Kyd/1000007701.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### Emaciated ![1000007698.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmducHeYxuZu35NyHrzMXpcXkK7jHqouz1HLekY5dUNjrT/1000007698.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### Micro-wrinkles ![1000007702.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYx44wFnmk5mHiB8Y2TNyu49txFgKetva5n1iPFFNkdWS/1000007702.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### Life is still great with God in your life. It still bothers me about thinking that if my immediate family will not be anymore here to give me all the love and support that I need because of my physical condition because I need them and even their physical existence gives me peace of mind. Over the years I had proven to myself based on experience that none outside my immediate family can give me what my immediate family can give in terms of love and support. It is too bad for me that I wasn't able to raise my own family because of my disability right before I was born because medical evidence from the past had suggested that I will be in a different path of life and I truly hate what I had become because it is too damn hard now as people sees me as just a sub-human and it makes me feel threatened in many ways more than one. That is why I want to be empowered so that I can face the challenges that will surely happen in the time that I will have to fend for myself because I do not know if I will still exist more years than I am anticipating. It is a mixed feeling if I want to live longer or just burn-out that fast because for me, it is still great to see the light of another day surrounded by family that loves me greatly but in the other hand I just don't want to exists anymore if my family will be no where to be found anymore. I also have church brethren that I can call if I happen to need things like assistance and such but they will not be able to replace the love and care of my family. However I appreciate the fact that I can have something to support me in some ways unlike other people who doesn't have it where their relatives doesn't care anymore. But think that my financial net worth will be a factor for my relatives to bring me in and that is something that gives me a little peace of mind. So in that regard, money will play a big role about my survival in this world (like we all do) when things go further south about my situation for being alone in the coming future. Yeah it is a part of life, people that we love no matter who they are whether they are a family or not and even us will have to leave this world and it gets painful because we have feelings and we have to accept that fact. That is why we have to express our love and cherish it when we receive it because it will end soon especially when we know that the ones giving and receiving it are humans and are just temporary voyagers of this world. The good news is that there is a place called heaven and it is more than relieving that if we go there, there are no more bad things like we are experiencing here on earth will not happen anymore. So living under God's guidance in terms of doing his will pays a lot and it is not that hard because it boils down to loving your neighbor which makes a great difference for you and the rest of the word if only all people will do it everyday, then this world will like be heaven like we all wanted it to be for the sake of our happiness while we are temporarily living our lives. #### Photography device: Vivo X200 PRO #### Camera Sensors: 50 MP Main Camera #### Camera Mode: Tele Macro ##### ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇs ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴡɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ @cryptopie 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥

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